I Just Lost One Dollar

I didn't last long. Ahh..... The fact that I am depressed and I kept waking up last night. The only way to end those two factors is to WHATELSE! By touching myself.

I don't want to go broader than that. All I am saying is, I just lost a bet. Sniff sniff.

I had the urge around 2 am but I tried to stop but then I gave up around 5 am.

Well then, Imma go drive around town. I have to deposit cash and then go practice tennis. (by myself) I'll go take some photographs too.

---later on..... I got tanned a little. I took some pictures before I started hitting.