BITCH

I hope she'll be the bitchiest bitch I'll ever encounter with. You know who I am talking about! Farris. She gives me alot of homework and I have to do that project at the same time. She should have done this earlier. Why during my tennis!? I'm seriously stressing out right now. My group is not even here to help me. I am lost. I don't know what to measure and if I do, I'll probably do it wrong. She has so many expectations from that crappy goldberg stuff. I hate it. I hate it when I am all stressed and depressed. It sucks so bad. It makes me want to go jump into Shaun's pool and scream until I lose my voice. Other than that, the only way to get rid of stress and depression is... to touch myself. I still have so much homework. Stupid BITCH.

Dark Angel

I've been watching a lot of Dark Angel over the weekend. They show it on that Latino channel called Si TV. It's not an actual Latino channel where all they speak is Spanish or other Spanish languages. It's pure English speaking Latinos that shows a bunch of old shows that star Latinos, such as the sexy Jessica Alba in Dark Angel. She was only 19 when she first started the show. I remember when the show first was on Fox. I watched every single episode. There were only 2 seasons, cause the creators basically finished up the show by uncovering all the secrets. I like the teenager Jessica Alba of then than the early-to-mid 20s Jessica Alba of now. It's probably the short, curly brown hair she had. I'm not down with her blonde highlights she's got now. One way or another, I would still have sexual relations with her no matter what. I'm just glad I can watch Dark Angel again, so that I can be reminded about how hot the forgotten Jessica Alba is. Well, she won't be forgotten after Sin City.

La-La-La-La

I haven't said anything in my blogs for a while. Well, I am actually cleaning my camera right now; every part of it. I'm more careful about this camera now. Anyways,

Come to my match at Schimtt Park today around 3:50 pm. Ms. Rocha wants me to play Number One Doubles with Matt Vitorino. Support the Gustine team against Livingston. I need someone to take some pictures of me. Please.

Anyways, I'm 50/50 about that Rube Goldberg crap. My group should have started earlier even if Andrew had baseball. I also need to work on my Ap English Teaching crap. I also need to redo my precal quiz crap. Gosh.. Mr. and Ms. F stress me too much.

I'm bored. I'm just gonna go research stuff.

I have a semi-western forehand, two handed backhand and a continental grip serve. Very wicked.

Summary Of Tonight

Tennis for me ended around 7 pm and I had to walk home while thirsty, hungry, and tired (reminds me of the Philippines). I also waited for I think almost an hour at my backyard because I forgot to bring my keys so I waited for my dad till he came home. That was a long one hour. I realized that I have not gazed at the stars for a long long time, since I was very young, so then I got a moment to relive my childhood memories being curious what was out there. It also brought me memories the time I wanted to be an astronaut. After thirty minutes of gazing at the stars, I decided to waste time by calling some friends on the phone. I couldn't talk to any Gustiners since they were probably at that stupid Open Night thing so I phoned the San Jose people on my list. I also had this one phone number of an online friend of mine that I've known for a few years (my yoga bud). It was cool to talk to him for the first time. He sounded like a crackhead(the only coolest friend I ever had while I was in San Jose since I didn't have many friends...yeah...I had the Monica Vitorino vibe going on before.. People thought I was some weirdo(the yoga, my drawings, things I say, etc.).

I wish I came to Gustine earlier during high school. It could have been fun. Too bad I only get to spend time with them during senior year. Well maybe except for whoever comes with me to Merced College. But it still won't be the same as high school years. Anyways, I gotta start on homework. Goodnight everyone.

Do We Look Alike?

Jasmine says that me and Moises look alike. Here are pictures of us to compare:





Is she crazy?...about us looking alike. Tell me what you think.

T.G.I.F.

Well tonight was fun. Went to Shaun's house and played DDR. I suck at it. Joel, Matt and I also jumped into the freezing cold pool then relaxed in the jakuzzi( if that's how you spell it). My premiere magazine also arrived today and it had Natalie Portman on the cover. My LENSPEN (lens cleaner) arrived also. I realized the company was from canada because the package said so. Anyways, I took some around 210 pictures while at Shaun's house. I decided not to post the ones where people are half naked. Matt doesn't want perves to be looking at them.

My first shot once I got to Shaun's house.

Ike: the crazy dog.

Matt playing DDR.

I inspired Joel to compose "Asian Baby"

I'm learning everytime I use my camera. I love the vivid flame effects on this photograph. Look how awesome the colors are of the background.

Joel on fire.

Good shot of Joel and Shaun.

Joel getting abducted by aliens with stds.

This had the potential to be one of my greatest shots but it happened to be non-centered. I like the sea green color of the pool.

Ps: My pictures (of myself) never turn out good. Maybe cause I am not photogenic or maybe people just don't know how to take pictures. I'm guessing it's the first. Anyways, Shaun, that's a nice mini cockpit you've got.

----Later on----

Matt said it's allright to post the half naked ones.

M. Brady shot this photo. Definitely not my work; I am too far and non centered nor any style of camera trick.

It's our new friend Matteo. He just came from Ecuador.

He thinks he's a dolphin.

He also thinks he is Michael Jordan.

411 On Gustine Tennis

So today I played with Gary since Andrew backed out then later on, the other tennis guys came. I played against Matt Vitorino with a victory of 6-3 over him. After that, Matt, John Moore, and some other basketball guy just listened to my advice for like 10 minutes then the four of us just came close to the net so we could practice volley. We probably chatted for more than 30 minutes. It got so dark but we still kept going on cause I was so interested on what they were telling me. So now I know more about tennis players in Gustine and my opponents. After that, I just dropped them to Matt's house. The end.

I Just Lost One Dollar

I didn't last long. Ahh..... The fact that I am depressed and I kept waking up last night. The only way to end those two factors is to WHATELSE! By touching myself.

I don't want to go broader than that. All I am saying is, I just lost a bet. Sniff sniff.

I had the urge around 2 am but I tried to stop but then I gave up around 5 am.

Well then, Imma go drive around town. I have to deposit cash and then go practice tennis. (by myself) I'll go take some photographs too.

---later on..... I got tanned a little. I took some pictures before I started hitting.

My Fractured Left Arm

I'm here at Mr. F and I am just surfing the web. I found this one website where it shows a history timeline of Serena Williams. During 1997, Serena breaks her left arm from a skateboard accident. The result lead to Serena's powerful two-handed backhand and develop an imposing forehand.

What's interesting about that is I also broke my left arm and now my strength is my two-handed backhand. Coach even knew the first day we practiced and so did Gary. What I am trying to clear up is why I used two hands instead of one. I got use to it because I needed my left arm to recover until I permanently played like that.

Well anyways, I fractured my left arm severely so they had to surgically place stuff inside my arm. If anyone has noticed yet, I got two long line scars on my left arm.

Anyways, I broke my arm by jumping on my bed too much and accidently doing a flip and landing my arms 45 degrees against the closet. This happened around 7th grade. I did not feel any pain at all. All I saw was my arm bended severely. Ahhh!!!!! Haha. Allright. Enough. I've had too many accidents, like 4 severe cases. I just hope no more accidents ever happen to me again.

So now you know why I use two hands for my backhand. Thank you.

Thoughts Of The Day

Where should I start? Ahh...

So I was walking towards home afterschool when I suddenly got reminded that this is the perfect day to come to tutorial since there is no tennis practice. Because after today, I am probably not going to have "free" time because of tennis and that Physics group project. So yeah! I got to work on my precal grade. I got perfect scores for two quiz/test I've done so far.

Well then since I've mentioned tennis, I am having difficulties making decision wether or not to try out for singles or doubles. I asked Shaun and he said I should go to singles. I seriously want to go to singles too but I am sure I will be defeated. If I go to doubles then I will have a good record but then I really want singles. I don't want to depend on a partner that's why. And I like the fact I have the whole court for myself. Ok so then I decided I want to try out for singles. I gotta strenghten up(mentally / physically) though. I will run more, I will start lifting 10 pounds dumbells(cause I am weak), and I will do 20 push ups everyday. I will also need to eat more so I can "beef" up atleast 3 pounds.

Hmm whatelse? I haven't practiced yoga/meditation in a while. I think I'll go do that too. Hmm whatelse? Well, I got bored so I went outside to take some pics. I got this. Looks like a nuclear bomb has just been dropped.

Well anyways...... whatelse? It's getting warmer now. I wanna go do some running around the neighborhood. If anyone wants to join me, just tell me about it. My footwork is way off in tennis right now.

Whatelse? My sister subscribes to Vibe Magazine. I checked it out. I would like to thank VIBE for hiring ugly ass models. It makes me feel good that I ain't lonely. Maybe I will be one of those models someday. I'd fit in.

Thanks and Sorry

Well, I would like to say thank you for who ever attended my non-alcohol party. And thank you for the gifts, every gift was awesome but you guys really didn't have to spend money or give money to me. But thanks anyways, I'm really poor right now and I every dollar will be spent in a good way. It will help pay my camera and I promise to dedicate my greatest (which will be in one of those most inspiring photo book that Cindy,Matt, Joel gave) photos to you guys. I really mean it. 20 bucks is too much and that awesome Photo Book.

I should mention though that someone game a 20 dollar bill that had all these writings. It had a number and two sentences that said "I love, I love" and " Whoever gets this is my lover"...Funny. I also made so far my odd birthday wish when I blew my candles.

Well anyways, that was fun.

-Karaoke

-Billiard

-Ping Pong

-Food

-gifts

-old school games

Some of you stayed till 3 am. Here are few pictures. I took like 300 last night. And so far,I have taken........ 906

Woo!

Karaoke

Just a bunch of cool sexy weirdos.

There is a "Moises Shot" in tennis, photography and now in Billiards.

Gave it that "Warm Special Effect". Matt is photogenic. Looks very 70.

Gave it that "Cool Effect".

More Karaoke!

Anyways, THANKS for coming everyone. And we need to take a jumping group shot. That's gonna go to my top 11 list of greatest photographs ever taken by me.

No more excuses for being Pale

You guys need to go out there and start getting tan or red or whatever color you turn into but I know I am about to get tanned soon! I have to cause I gotta be what I am suppose to be, an islander.

I recommend these people to get dark:

[] Andrew, African-descent or not, i still think he's too pale for his hair color
[] David Rocha , eye colors stand out when skin tone is darker

and maybe...

[] Matt Brady, you could follow the steps of Buddha

Farris Documentary

Joe and I absolutely hate Farris with all our beings. Everybody hates Farris just as much as we do. Out of rage, we came up with the idea to have a short film documentary on why everyone hates Farris so much. If we actually do this, and i really hope we do, we plan to ask the opinions of chemistry and physics kids of what they think of the devil himself. If you guys got any opinions or ideas just leave a comment.

Tennis w/ my dad

My dad wanted to rally after the tennis practice was over since he saw all those guys playing tennis. He gave me this speech like " don't brag and all that.... etc....." but I know what he's trying to say is.. YOU BETTER WIN.

My dad was my personal lobster. He just threw balls at me. I'm actually optimistic getting into the team because I gained my "clutch forehand" back. I will need to practice more on that one. That's one of my favorite shots to do. Basically what it is, is a right hand stroke directing the ball at the right side also. I love making those shots.

Why didn't I ever practice that with Andrew? I'm still bitter about that loss.

SLEEP.....

I've been waking up in the middle of the night (like 4...am) and I've been having broken sleeps ever since Sunday. I wonder why....? Is it cause Spring is coming soon? I don't really know.